basicly you have to have faith. we as
mortal humans are not supposed to know everything right now. there are greater
powers at work here&nb sp; and to think that everything has to have a
scientific explanation is totally ignorant. yes it would be nice to be able to
explain to ourselves how we came about but it is beyond our comprehension. our
minds do not explain to us "if god made us than who m ade god"? that is why
there is such a thing called faith. i truely hope that you convert someday
because faith in god is where it is at my friend. i have these same doubts all
the time but in order to keep your sanity you must believe in a higher power.