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Date and Time: Sunday, January 23, 2005, 15:32 PST
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From:
Emilie
email
fallen_rain@hotmail.com
Message:
Hi. I just wanted to tell you that I really like your site... my
father is a Baptist minister, and how my parents live completely controls my
life. It is so restricting, I have no freedom to do what I want because of the
way my parents have to appear in the eyes of the congregation. I don't believe
in anything that they taught me, but they are convinced that god will "take a
hold of my heart" if they force it on me enough. We moved from Canada to the US
about two and a half years ago, and I am only 16 (gr 11), so I can't get a job,
license, or move out for a while, so I'm stuck living with my parents and going
to church every week. I don't really have any friends who believe what I do
about no life after death, etc, and my parents just get pissed off when I talk
about what I believe, because they're afraid my little brother might listen to
me and that I might "corrupt" him. My mum also thinks that I don't really not
believe in god- she says that I pretend to be atheist bec!
ause it's the "cool" thing to do. But anyway. Although I have always
questioned my parents' religion, I never had anyone to talk to about what I
think or believe in, because the only people I could ask would give me Bible-
related answers. Reading your site has helped me understand more, and instead of
trying to make random ideas fit in my head and having no evidence to go by when
I try to explain my beliefs, now I have some. Thanks again.
~ Emilie