HEy u really sound like not one thing in ur life is going good for u. Well i

felt the same way. Well no matter  what u have or wat u belive in cant fill

up and make u happy and eternal joy.  I havent had a single time in my life

that i once had happness. I just want to repeat that god love u no matter

what u say on that web site. He is waiting to luve u back.  God has blessed

me with joy. (Even though many unfair and unjust things has been done to me.)

Well i will pray for u. And sorry about the past e-mail i was a little angry.

                                        From: ur Brother in christ