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Date and Time: Sunday, November 21, 2004, 15:53 PST
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From:
Just another insignificant believer
email
aaronfochtman@msn.com
Message:
Dude, I've read some of your stuff. It's disturbing.
Yeah ok, the world is corrupt and all shades of messed up. DO you honestly
believe trashtalking God or negating his existance form the mind of every would
be saint is going to make the world a better place. We're inthe mess we're
in form bing self serving. We refuse to worship God and choose to worship
ourselves. (You understand what I mean by self worship don't you
self-proclaimed MessiaH. Okay, so we Christians have messed stuff up our
fair share in the world. (alot) I know I have. Man, I've been a
bastard. I deserve to burn. I could chalk it up to ignorance, being
tricked by the man, social construct theory, or hell, why not blame my
parents. After all, they didn't let me dress up for halloween or let me
see movies with naked ladies in them as a kid so it's got to be their fault
right. (Not likely) I'm just a good old fashioned self serving,
rotten human being like the rest of em'. And do you know why? !
because I had the choice. And who chooses the path of
righteousness on the first try when the fruit looks so damn' juicy. We're
all in the same boat kid. I know it's easy to point the finger at "those
guys" and their hypocricy but if you looked a little harder at yourself.
Whatever method you choose...Socratic, introspective, submission works for
me. You'll find there is no bigger hypocrite than a man so arrogant in
pointing out what's wrong with the world in anything but his own depraived,
hateful, angry, self-obsessed heart. It hurts at first, but you'll come to
find comfort in the truth if you give it a chance. It's not easy
though. Listen to me trying to reach a brother when I'm so full of piss
and demons my damn' self. Good thing that Jesus guy was such a
giver. I'd a been screwed from the git. He loves you to ya
know. I don't know what made you so angry with God but I'm sure he'd be a
heckuva lot happier if you we're too. Ahh, what do I know. My first
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nstinct was to tell you how full of it you we're and challenge you to
a debate. (Like i've said, saved but still stupid...no amount of
college can change that.) Tell ya what. Let's say you won the
argument and I'll just take some comfort in knowing you read this far. By
the way....Just wanted to let ya know that he died for you. Specifically
you. Yeah, it doesn't make sense to me either but we ain't exactly on the
same wavelength all the time. Jesus loves ya pal. Take it or leave
it. Take care. Hope you find what it is you've been loking
for. You'd be a heckuva turncoat if ya ever came around.
Aaron