I accidentally stumbled across your website and I must say it broke my heart. I know that America is not perfect but it's still the best country in the world to live in and because it is such a great country you have the right to say the awful things you did. You even have the right to defame my and your Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. It's OK, you can curse Him, spit on Him, piss on Him, strike Him, beat Him, pull out His beard, drive nails through His wrists, shove a spear in His side, whatever you want to do to Him because He loves you, Darwin. He is your Creator and He longs for time with you. Nothing can separate you from Him while you are on this earth but when you die you will stand before Him and Him alone and He will judge you. Your life will be put in the balances of time. Will you be found lacking? Then you can explain to Him why you didn't believe in Him. You see I once was like you, looking but not finding any peace of mind or soul but then I met the Master and I realized how empty my life had been. Now that I know your pain, I promise to pray for the Holy Spirit to draw you to Peace. God's richest blessings on you.