I think your atheism springs from the fact that you think that the
discribed God has a recognizable discription e.g in the human form or bound
within the phase of existence.
God created everything. Existence is a thing, a creation of God, thus God
is even different from existence......God is not bound within space, matter and
time.
We say God "Exists" only because that is the closest term available in
human language to give God's Discription.
In general, whatever discription given to God is not God.
I hope you reflect on this.........and would be glad to hear your reply on
this
Have a nice time
AbdulRazaq.