You are blaming God for the work of your own father the devil. The devil doesn't believe in God and neither do your. You are a devil worshiper plain and simple. The disrespect you and others show will only take you to hell from which you were born. Every one on earth is not a child of god and that is why you feel the way you do. You are a child of satan. Satan is your father so that's who you need to blame for destruction. Blame the devil that spored you!