I was going to write a short letter saying how stupid you are but i realized that's probably what you like to hear. You being God's creation are as much a sinner as i and i have no right to judge, but one thing i would like to mention is, not seeing a clear light out of a hole you madly wander in fear and misery (like all man) but the true way out is up. Christ did not only die for Christians but for you my friend. We've all driven the nails, so why not take a little time to sit back thank God for what He's given us and what we have. Praise the Lord for the Judas's in our society, otherwise we would not see Christ.