Man I feel sorry for you. I'll pray that you one day you'll realize God's love for you. God is real to me and all intellects(scientists ect...) who really search out the truth can't deny the fact that there has to be a God. The Bible has no factual errors in it, and early copies have proven that it says the same Today as it did when the first books where written a few thousand years ago. Man if you studied out the truth with-out an already cemented viewpoint you would find out as Darwin finally did, there is a God. He even loves the likes of us.